moving in stereo
unicorns! mars! d&d! i actually enjoy getting associated with these sorts of things. though sometimes i worry that i don’t “do” these things often or deeply enough to justify the tags. so much of it goes on in my head, where others (i assume) cannot see it - but then, i’m not much one for a distinctive “inner” and “outer” voice - i kinda just say what’s on my mind as i’m thinking it, much to the continuing amusement/annoyance/alarm of my lovely wife.
like this “blog” for instance. i write random crap when i feel like it, while she carefully constructs regular missives that target a specific audience and theme. she’d never ramble on about coffee, science and fetishes like, um, i just did. i don’t know if there’s an intrinsic value to either approach - i’m just aware of mine, which is not so much an approach as a mad dash towards the exit. and i’m not certain this is really anything more than masturbation on my part, the kind few want to hear about and none want to witness.
that being said, i maintain a desire this space to *be* something more than what it is. so far, any related energy goes toward flickr and related photo projects, so maybe there needs to be more a bridge in that regard. i blogged with random precision for about five years on secret city, but it petered out somehow after a brief surge (which coincided with my unemployment in the early stages of 2007), as circle of irony has. i’m not giving up, though - i just need to find some focus, and decide what i want this to be, exactly. stay tuned.
